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I’ve been not feeling well the past few days. I feel like I’m starting my period up again… I’ve been spotting and breaking out in acne again. I sure hope not. :( I also have a toy from Eden Fantasys and MyPleasure sitting in our room waiting to be tried out and reviewed. Boo. Also… Hai, you can ask me questions here! Oh and we killed Lich King in our 10m last week. Hooray!

Kai’s work schedule this week has been wonky. He closed Tuesday, worked Wednesday, Closed Thursday, and now has meetings every Tuesday morning and Friday morning. Normally they are just Tuesday mornings. He also has the weekend off. Which is rare. It’ll be nice to have him home for two whole days in a row. :) Dawn and I talked briefly about having dinner at her house tomorrow, but I’m not sure if we are or not. I’ll have to ask. I don’t think we ever said definitively whether or not we were going to do it. I do know that sometime in the next couple of months I need to go make tacos for her. :d I’ll have to get a couple of decent sized roasts to cook. She has an army at her house. ;) I’ve been spending more time at her house. It’s been wonderful. It’s so nice to be able to talk to someone who enjoys the same things I do.

I purchased some Dragon’s Blood incense. It was a whole $2.93. It smells wonderful. It makes me feel happy. I’m seriously done with hiding who I am. I don’t care if you don’t agree, it’s my life not yours. If burning incense, and sage and having crystals in my home and things from my culture and things that make me happy and believing what I do bothers you that much well that’s just too damn bad. This is who I am. It’s not right or fair that I have to hide it to make you happy. I don’t believe what you believe, and that’s okay. I’m not asking you to do what I do or asking you to be like me. I just want you to love me enough to respect me and who I am. I am not asking you to like it, just love me enough to let me be who I am. If you can’t do that, then just leave me a lone. Because I’m done keeping it inside. I’m done being unhappy and miserable because I feel like I can’t be me.


I had my orthodontist appointment this morning. Ouch. :( My mouth/nose still hurt. They were not the most gentle with my lip this morning when they changed the bands, but oh well. It’s still bleeding when I brush my teeth too. I’ve been not feeling well and super tired. Went to the food drive today with Kharizma. It was so much nicer than the other one I’ve been going to. We were able to pick our stuff so we got stuff we’ll actually be able to use. :) Was really nice. Though there was this crazy, and by crazy I mean totally psychotic and insane couple there. They seriously acted like they were high on something. :CONFUSED: The guy was just going off on this poor woman because her son ran past him. Didn’t even touch him, just ran past to go to the grass to play and he started talking shit and saying she was a crack addict and a whore and was gonna have to beat her up. Kharizma and I were both appalled and shocked. :CONFUSED: I seriously can’t understand why people act like that. The lady had a little girl too and she was being horrible to her. :( We felt bad. Now I am super tired and wish I could take a nap, but I cannot. le sigh.

Has anyone noticed the increase in teens being paranoid about wrinkles? Seriously, what the heck? Who in their right mind is seriously looking for wrinkle serum at 16 let alone 18 or 20…. You should not be worrying about wrinkles at that age. :CONFUSED: I’ve randomly come across quite a few blogs recently that are young women concerned about wrinkles. Man I’m 28 and I’m not worried at all.


I had my frenectomy on Tuesday. Bleh. I think if I had it all to do over I wouldn’t do the braces. :( Between having screws screwed into my upper and lower jaws, the problems the braces are causing on my teeth and now the frenectomy. I think I would have passed. I’m not sure if it is the Vicodin or if I’m getting an infection but I’ve not been feeling well. Yesterday when I was over at Dawns out of no where a wave of heat came over me and I felt instantly sick. :( I ended up throwing up in her poor bathroom. After getting home pretty much anything I ate came back up and I felt really sick for the rest of the day. So far today I’ve had bad nausea but I haven’t thrown up. I haven’t taken any Vicodin since last night. But I’ve also been taking some Olive Leaf. So I’m not really sure if it was the medication or an infection. I guess we’ll see.

Dawn is going to start watching Fumiko for me on Wednesdays for a couple of hours. :) She’s going to have her cute little grand baby over who is the same age as Fumi and she’s also going to have the Your Baby Can Read dvd’s for them to watch. It’ll be a nice break for us and I know Fumiko will love spending time with another little one her age. She’s also going to try to have Sascha over sometime on a weekend to play with the older kids. He’ll love getting to play with someone his age for a little while. It’s always nice getting over to see Dawn. She’s a great person and really good hearted. It’s easy to see why everyone and everything flock to her. The best things in life you can give to someone are love, empathy and acceptance. Sometimes that is all you can give. Sometimes that is all someone needs. Now if I could just see Kharizma a little more I’d be super happy and all set. I am lucky to have two friends who love me unconditionally. Thank you both.

Today is a beautiful, bright, sunny day. Flowers are blooming, trees are blooming. It’s an amazing day. :) On the way home from Dawn’s I noticed something and I have no idea why. Haha I never realized how many homes in our neighborhood have exterior shutters. I don’t normally ever pay attention to something like that. Growing up the only houses I ever saw with them, or at least payed attention to, were homes out in the valley, in the middle of no where land that had functional shutters. I think all of the ones on houses around here are just for decoration. I’m not even sure if our house has them. Hah I should check that out. :shifty: Sebv eing as I live here and all.


My few seconds of fame! I beat Cliche for well a few seconds on one of our Lich King attempts. I also broke 11k dps. Woot. Go doomchickens! And now I return you to our regularly scheduled show of Cliche beating the pants off Kinon and I! *beep*

My nose feels borked. :( Seriously. My lip feels split wide open too. Dentist gave me vicodin. I took one it appears to be starting to kick in. So now I shall go fade away and hope it hurts less tomorrow. I shall try to nom on the pizza that Eldrenna sent us. <3 Thanks for the yummies Lindsey!


Huzzah! One final step to getting my braces off. I just found out a friend of mine had this done and she suffered no pain. Though she did tell me not to bite down on things for awhile. Liquid diet incoming? I don’t have much to say. I did get my review on the adult toy posted. It’s an awesome little thing I definitely recommend it. And so I leave you with music and the most amazing cat picture EVAR! <3

Kitty picture courtesy of Geo.

Pomplamoose Music – a friend from WoW linked this to me. Totally awesome. They have some really good covers but their own music is just as neat. :) Their videos are pretty entertaining too.


Or is it? O.O Okay it is. Though it was simple macaroni and cheese. It was gobbled up like it was going out of style though. Now the Wiggles are on! Soon Fumiko shall go down for a nap, Sascha will play his DS downstairs and it will be quiet for about an hour. Yaaaaay. <3 I love my children, so much. But sometimes I just desperately need quiet. That doesn’t happen very often. Especially right now with how I feel I need quiet. I think the Red Beet Root Formula I’ve been taking has stopped my periods. I started it right after my period started and it suddenly ended yesterday. However I’m still having pain and cramping like I am still on it. *sigh* I don’t know. At least it’s over and hopefully doesn’t start back up. Now I can test out and review the product from Eden Fantasys! Hooray! ^.^ I’m also going to be doing a review for another company and a giveaway for a gift card. So make sure you stay tuned for that coming up.

Oh a little follow up from my review on the African Black Soap & Lotion. I’ve had very little acne breakout this go round on my period. Normally it’s MUCH worse. I’ve been pretty faithful with the soap/lotion and I really think it’s helped. I’m about to run out. They’ve lasted me quite awhile. I think I’ll be trying the Hibiscus soap/lotion this time. I’ll be sure to do a review on that one as well. :) But I highly recommend this soap and lotion. My friend Georgia purchased some recently because it was working so well for me. She found hers at Target. I purchased mine through the Shea Moisture website though. I couldn’t find it at our local Target. :(

So if Kai did it right we should be getting a substantial amount back on our taxes. Woot! It should be enough to pay our bills. Bills we’ve been trying to get paid off since well Kai lost his job at Circuit City(*hiss* :x ). So that would be a huge, huge blessing. Also we should have enough left over for me to order the products for Luna Lotus and get my lotions and such up on Etsy! Eeeee! I’m so excited! :d Here’s to hoping! I know Kai would love a new laptop, or home theater seating. But we must pay our bills first!


I’m so creative. :( I couldn’t think of a title. My brain is not working. I am so tired it’s not even funny. I’m exhausted. I can’t even remember why I was writing a post. *sigh* List time!

  • Kai, Sascha and Fumiko are watching Star Wars on tv. I’m not sure which one. We decided to let them stay up late tonight to watch.
  • My bcute curve from Eden Fantasys came yesterday! I’m so excited. Waiting for my period to end though. :(
  • Started taking a liver cleanse formula at the request of my mom. It doesn’t agree with me even at 1 capsule a day. :( On top of my normal period junk I really feel like crap.
  • My elemental shaman is now level 80! Woot!
  • I’m making blueberry pancakes for breakfast tomorrow. It’s Kai’s day off! I relish the time with him.
  • Fumiko keeps trying to ninja radishes out of the fridge to eat. -.-

Yeah that’s all I’ve got. Have a nice weekend! :d


WTF Quick warning. This post is pretty much about female issues. Read at your own risk!

Can I give my uterus a time out? Normally I don’t swell but oh man my hands are swollen and sore. :( I went to bed late because I felt like crap and was in terrible pain. I can’t even describe the pain. I guess it feels like someone has a crowbar trying to pry my reproductive organs out. I had severe shooting/stabbing pains in my uterus/ovaries and the entire area just has this dull(yet not very dull) ache and radiates heat. This morning I woke up early to terrible shooting pains going from my uterus to my pelvic bone and into my vagina. It hurt… a lot. :( I’ve been bleeding copious amounts of blood. It’s unbelievable. I feel horribly anemic: dizzy, light-headed and just exhausted like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. In a super hot shower last night my finger nails were purple and so were my hands and still freezing cold.

Can someone take my uterus out? Please? On a serious note I’ve given serious thought to a hysterectomy. Though for now I’ve been thinking about getting my copper IUD removed and going back to the pill. My menstrual cycles have been excruciatingly worse since it was put in. For the first year I bled 2-3 weeks on and only 1-2 weeks off every month. I originally opted for the IUD because I was breastfeeding Fumiko and didn’t want to take any sort of hormones. She’s been done breastfeeding for about a year now, maybe a little less. So really there is no reason for me to not have it removed. I just need to find a birth control pill that agrees with me, and one I can actually get from NARA. Even if my periods are a little lighter that’s more than enough reason to get this sucker out. Not to mention a good chunk of the time it makes sex with my husband painful, I spot in between periods(something I’ve NEVER done), I can’t use my diva cup or even tampons, and I often have stabbing pains/cramps in between periods as well. See lots of reason to ditch this puppy. ZERO reasons to keep it. Now I just have to actually call NARA and make an appointment. My mom told me Dr. Wang is no longer there too. :( That saddens me. She was a very sweet doctor.

That should cover me for menstrual rants for awhile. :shifty:


Better late than never! :) Our guild finally downed Professor Putricide on 25m tonight. Wee. Onto Blood-Queen Lana’thel! We got her to 50ish% before we called it. Hopefully next week she shall go down. Our 10m will be going back in for Lich King attempts on Sunday. We should have him. Cross your fingers! Also I assume you have but did you see the cute little wind rider cub? Gosh it’s SO CUTE. I want and I’m not even a hordie. The in game pet is even cuter. The baby gryphon I think is ugly. >.> Okay the plushie is not ugly but the in game pet is. >.> Also Lurky is ugly too. @_@ Eep…

Anyways. Saturday morning I am taking the kids over to Dawn’s for breakfast. Yum. Last time we went over she made scrambled egg with cheese and bacon and croissant rolls. Mmmm. Was yummy. I have no idea what she’s making Saturday but I’m sure it shall be yummy. My mom made white beans with ham tonight. It was delish. Like really really yummy. But beans don’t like me. And it made me sick minutes after eating it. It was good though. >.> I think I shall do tacos for lunch tomorrow. Sascha has been bugging me all day for more tacos. It’s about the only time I don’t have to bug him about eating his vegetables. :d

I think I shall be off to level my shaman for a bit and then shower and then bed. I am tired, okay exhausted and I hurt. :( Stupid period. Also I am done trying with Emo Vote. :( No one can figure out why it isn’t working.

Also I love this song. Enjoy and take it to heart. :)


Okay I lied. :p Fumiko is at the stage where she hates diapers. She wants to wear her panties. But, she is still wetting her diaper and more importantly going poo in it. She goes potty every time I set her on the potty, but she’ll also go in between. She only asks to go part of the time so far. But going poo in the potty doesn’t happen. I’m not sure how to get her to want to? I’ve gone so far as to actually dump the poo from her diaper into the toilet with her watching and tell her that it goes in the potty.
Then she does a happy dance and waves and says “bye bye boo boo” when I flush it. I guess when she’s ready she will.

But, I just wish she’d stop taking off her diapers. t.t She’s been doing it when I put her down for a nap and at night when it’s time to go to bed. Today during her nap she apparently woke up took it off and went back to sleep. When I went to get her up I found her sleeping in a puddle. So off to the wash goes her blankets, sheet, mattress cover and owl pillow. If only it were a rare occurrence. But no. We wash her bedding frequently. I always try to praise her and tell her how good she is for leaving her diaper on when she wakes up and has left it on. But I don’t think she gets it. Or maybe she thinks I don’t get it! haha Putting her Hello Kitty panties on over her diaper doesn’t work for her either. She wants them on instead. I know she doesn’t like the feeling of a soiled diaper. Because as soon as she does pee in it she’s ripping it off or heading off to the potty.

Argh. Any suggestions? Sascha didn’t potty train until after he was 3. With him it was pretty easy. Right off the bat he started going to the bathroom in the potty and didn’t wet himself too much. I don’t recall him ever going poo either. He just had no interest in potty training until well after he was 3. She’s been wanting to since she was about 1 and a half. But really started with wanting to not wear a diaper the past couple of months.

Halp! ^.~


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:O hehe Kai had his 6 month check up today. He has a couple of cavities. Tsk tsk. They also bugged him about getting his wisdom teeth taken out. :/ They don’t hurt, don’t bother him but every time he goes in they want him to get them taken out. Hi, we can’t afford that, even with insurance. Ugh. On the 16th I go in for my frenectomy. *shudder* Those pictures make my stomach hurt. t.t It’s so that when I get my braces off it doesn’t cause the gap between my two front teeth to reopen. Ick.

I need to clean the fridge out and head to the grocery store. I’ve been working on our herb website trying to get products up and pages up. Also working on the mailing list so I can let people know once it’s up. So much to do. So little time. Sascha’s school website was not loading at all for the past day and a half. After talking with technical support for over an hour this morning I finally reset the modem and it started working again. Thanks Comcast… The school let me know that they’ve had families that have had the same problem with Comcast. Pfffft.

I have been slowly leveling a shaman in World of Warcraft. This will be my 4th lvl 80. I grew bored of the hunter and priest I leveled. :( Hopefully the shaman keeps my attention a little longer. I’ll always love my doomchicken. But there’s only so much I can do on her now since I’ve played her for 5 years. Also I need new plugs. :( My bone spirals are too small now. I need to order some 0g spirals. When money allows! >.< I’ve needed to order some new ones for about 5 months. They fall out now. :p Ah well. All in good time. We’re hoping we get enough of a tax refund to pay off our bills and order the ingredients/supplies for Luna Lotus. :d I really want to get my stuff out there and off. :)


This morning I woke up with some cramps but thought nothing of it. I assumed it was like many of the other random days where I have cramping and then it goes away. Nope. My period started up this afternoon. A whole week and a half early. :( My cycles have been 27-30 days for the past year and now out of no where it decides to give me an 18 day cycle. Poop. :SICK: I’m already feeling the cramping and back pain not to mention the constant radiating heat. Ugh. I guess I should have known since I started to break out a couple of days ago. Oh well. On the bright side I was contacted by a couple of people today to do adult toy reviews. :d I may also have a giveaway for an upcoming adult toy. I’m waiting to hear back! I’m excited. :) Who doesn’t love to spice up their love life? Don’t worry though I’ll be posting the reviews behind a warning. :)

I’ve been working on our website for The Herb Garden. Trying to get it set up so people can buy through it. We have the products up now I just need to make categories for the health systems and issues like allergies and such. Then I’ll be putting together a mailing list of my downline to shoot them an email and let them know they can purchase online. :) I’m trying to make myself be better with blogging. I swear! I know I keep saying I need to get back into it and I do. It’s just been hard.


I had to make it lighter. I edited my layout and got rid of the dark. Since the last time I really blogged we’ve been through well life. I can’t talk to my dad. Every time I’ve tried to call I get hung up on. I don’t know if it’s him or his wife. I have to assume it’s his wife. I can imagine she wasn’t happy with the way I talked to her when my dad called me to tell me she was kicking him out. So I doubt she wants me talking to him. Needless to say it breaks my heart. I love my dad so much and all I’ve ever wanted for him was for him to be happy. All I’ve wanted was to be a part of their lives. Now I can’t even speak to him. I’ve decided to stop trying. It hurts too much every time I call and get hung up on. When he’s able or ready to talk to me he knows where to find me. I just hope it’s soon.

We’ve been battling bugs over the past month. I kid you not. When one person starts to feel better someone else comes down with it or something else. We’ve been through colds and strep throat. It’s been painful and terrible. Everyone seems to be over it now. Knock on wood… I really hope so. I am tired of being sick and I know Sascha and Fumiko are as well. I also made my first order at Eden Fantasys, they sell sex toys. We placed and order for Valentine’s Day, and got free two day shipping. But unfortunately a blizzard in that part of the country delayed our package. :( So we didn’t get it until the following Monday. Regardless we’re still pleased with the things we ordered and the box was completely discreet. It didn’t even have their company name on it. I really appreciated that. I’m definitely going to be placing another order when we’re able to. :) Oh Jenn is also holding a giveaway for a sex toy. ;) Go check it out!

Fumiko has been potty training for quite some time. She goes “pee pee” in the potty with no problem most of the time. But “poo poo” is another story. She’s dubbed them bee bee and boo boo. So we’ve been trying to convince her to go poo poo in the potty instead of in her diaper. Hopefully soon. She’s potty training a lot earlier than Sascha did so I’m grateful for that.

Also seriously I can’t get emo vote to work. :( It’s driving me insane. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, but instead of colorful little circles I get check boxes. *sigh* Halp? I’ve been wanting to try it out since Jenn posted about it but it doesn’t appear to like me, or I’m not understanding something. :(


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