I’m behind! I swear. I don’t think I’ll ever get caught up. Multiple health issues have been causing issues the last couple of days, one I won’t go into as it’s too personal, but starting yesterday light started to bother my eyes and cause headaches. It wasn’t too bad, but today it was a nightmare. I can’t even describe the pain in my eyes and head from even having the blinds closed. I tried to put a blanket up which refused to work. By the time I called my mom for help I was so hot and sick feeling that I thought I was going to pass out or throw up. Because I was so worked up, I ended up just freaking out and crying when my mom started asking me tons of questions about putting the sheets up she brought up. My brain just refused to work at all and down I went. My day has been spent in an almost pitch black front room. I’ve been going from omg I’m going to die of heat and sweating bad to freezing to death. It’s been… interesting. I think I’m having a lyme flare up. Recently I started losing a lot of hair, and my eyebrow hairs have been falling out just from washing my face or putting lotion/makeup on. I also feel like I’ve been getting or have another sinus infection. I tried calling NARA today but my doctor is out of town until next week, so it looks like I have to just wait for my scheduled appointment to talk to her.
When it rains it pours in my life. My mom is doing well though. She’s been recovering from having a stent put in her chest. She’s really tired but doing better. I think she may be doing better than I am right now. I talked to her the other day about me studying Wicca. To my surprise she was okay with it. I expected her to hate me, disown me, never speak to me again or be disappointed in me. She was none of those things. Today she even came up and we had some fun asking my pendulum questions, since it’s decided it’s going to work with me again. It was nice. I feel like ass though. I’ve been nauseated all day and now I have an awful craving for root beer. Mochi and Sushi are doing really well. I’ve decided thanks to Dawn who thinks I need a black cat with green eyes, that I need a black cat with green eyes. So I am now on the look out for said kitty. Must be female and young so Sushi will like it. When I told Kai his response was pretty much “so we’re getting another cat?”. hehe It’s been good for me to have them, my mom too. Mochi has been really good for Sushi too. She’s much sweeter and isn’t being well a bitch to us now. So yay. My brain is jumbled and I feel like I’ve been beat with a poop stick. I hope this light thing doesn’t last long. Tomorrow is Kai’s day off which I am grateful for. Ben had to take Kai to work this morning. I literally had a blanket over my face because the small amount of light coming in from the blinds being closed was torture. I also hope my hair stops falling out soon. It’s already thin and fine enough, I don’t need any help making it more thin.