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Soo. Life in general updates. I got my broken tooth taken care of today at Chemawa. Kharizma picked me up at 6 :3 0am so we could be there by 7 :3 0. At least it was quick. It was the really bad one that had broken off to the gum. Surprisingly it was much more simple than I’d imagined it to be. The dentist and assistant were super nice. They took an x-ray and it looked like the root of my tooth was touching my sinus something cavity. Hopefully my sinus infection will finally clear up. I’ve had one since November. d= I need to have an exam so I can start scheduling appointments instead of just being a walk-in. So hooray one less annoying and painful tooth thing.

In about a month I’ll be starting a lyme protocol. I’m not too hopeful. Nothing has helped much and my health is progressively getting worse. Today while filling out the application again, I forgot my address, I forgot my phone number, I forgot my social security number and I couldn’t recall the date after I was just told. The shaking and twitching is getting worse. I pretty much can’t write anymore. It looks like chicken scratch. It’s just really upsetting and depressing. Everything is so hard, all the time. I was recently put on Paxil, just a low dose 10mg. Right now I’m not sure if it’s helping, but it sure makes me feel drunk and drugged. I’m hoping that will wear off after a little while. I got approved through Project Access to see an endocrinologist. My appointment is on September 13th if I remember right(which I probably don’t. lol). The cardiologist was no help. All they told me was what I already knew. I have tachycardia which is a likely result from the serotonin syndrome. After the endocrinologist is the neurologist. Much fun.

And there goes my mind jumping from subject to subject. I’m not looking forward to the lyme protocol, or how sick it’s probably going to make me. I kind of dread it, but I need to at least try, what if it helps? I would be happy to just have the progression stop. I don’t even care if it makes anything better anymore. I’m tired of falling, I’m tired of hurting, I’m tired of the emotional roller coaster I’m on, I’m just tired of everything, but I’d be happy to just stop any further progression, at least for awhile. Just bleh. Life’s a bitch sometimes.

Kai just randomly came in our room with a towel and a bag of ice and a work shirt. So I asked him what he was doing and said that this was not making sense. And seriously was utterly confused. Then he said he was going to do laundry and had been sitting on the ice wrapped in a towel all day. How I did not notice this is beyond me. But okay.

Since Sascha is home now we’re trying to get prepared for school. I’ve been trying to call to see which school he’s supposed to go to since there are two an equal distance away from us. So after not getting a call back after a few messages from the school district I left a message at the school. Still no call back. I may have to try to get a ride to the school so I can physically go in and talk to them. Sascha has outgrown all of his jeans. I don’t know if he had some sort of growth spurt or what but they’re all too short, and his shoes are too small. His toes are squished at the end of his shoes. d=

Children… oh my. It’s been complete and utter chaos. xd Between them both being stubborn and all the sick, oh man. It’s been crazy. They definitely need time to adjust. They’re 6 years apart. Fumiko missed him and wants to play with and on him, and he doesn’t want to play with his littler sister and just wants her to leave him alone. I’m not sure who brought home the sick but everyone has been sick. d=

So uh this is longer than I anticipated and I’m not sure if I posted all that I meant to. d= Damn brain. Oh well I can always make another novel, I mean post if I remember.

EDIT/Oh yeah. We have a new cat. His name is Zero and he’s super sweet. My best friend ended up having to move and couldn’t take either of her cats with her. So I volunteered to take Zero if he adjusted to new surroundings. And he’s totally fine. Mochi still hisses a bit at him but they play. He’s giant too. Like SERIOUSLY GIANT. He weighs 19 pounds and he’s not done growing yet. Mochi weighs 5 pounds. lol Do that math. He’s a big fluffy lug of a potato sack.

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  • Oh, I hope you get better soon. I’m sure there’s something out there that can help. I hope you find it! Hugs!

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