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She made her very own necklace(Thanks Evonne!) today. It was nice. She was a normal child for about an hour instead of a demon spawn. 
Also she put makeup on, all over her face. 
I haven’t posted family photos in awhile, it seems not right with Sascha in Michigan with his dad and grandparents. He’ll be out of school June 15th. Woot! It’s so close. Anyways here’s my little pale face.
I’m behind! I swear. I don’t think I’ll ever get caught up. 
Multiple health issues have been causing issues the last couple of days, one I won’t go into as it’s too personal, but starting yesterday light started to bother my eyes and cause headaches. It wasn’t too bad, but today it was a nightmare. I can’t even describe the pain in my eyes and head from even having the blinds closed. I tried to put a blanket up which refused to work. By the time I called my mom for help I was so hot and sick feeling that I thought I was going to pass out or throw up. Because I was so worked up, I ended up just freaking out and crying when my mom started asking me tons of questions about putting the sheets up she brought up. My brain just refused to work at all and down I went. My day has been spent in an almost pitch black front room. I’ve been going from omg I’m going to die of heat and sweating bad to freezing to death. It’s been… interesting. I think I’m having a lyme flare up. Recently I started losing a lot of hair, and my eyebrow hairs have been falling out just from washing my face or putting lotion/makeup on. 
I also feel like I’ve been getting or have another sinus infection. I tried calling NARA today but my doctor is out of town until next week, so it looks like I have to just wait for my scheduled appointment to talk to her.
When it rains it pours in my life. My mom is doing well though. She’s been recovering from having a stent put in her chest. She’s really tired but doing better. I think she may be doing better than I am right now. I talked to her the other day about me studying Wicca. To my surprise she was okay with it. I expected her to hate me, disown me, never speak to me again or be disappointed in me. She was none of those things. Today she even came up and we had some fun asking my pendulum questions, since it’s decided it’s going to work with me again. It was nice. I feel like ass though. I’ve been nauseated all day and now I have an awful craving for root beer. Mochi and Sushi are doing really well. I’ve decided thanks to Dawn who thinks I need a black cat with green eyes, that I need a black cat with green eyes. So I am now on the look out for said kitty. Must be female and young so Sushi will like it. When I told Kai his response was pretty much “so we’re getting another cat?”. hehe It’s been good for me to have them, my mom too. Mochi has been really good for Sushi too. She’s much sweeter and isn’t being well a bitch to us now. So yay. My brain is jumbled and I feel like I’ve been beat with a poop stick. I hope this light thing doesn’t last long. Tomorrow is Kai’s day off which I am grateful for. Ben had to take Kai to work this morning. I literally had a blanket over my face because the small amount of light coming in from the blinds being closed was torture. I also hope my hair stops falling out soon. It’s already thin and fine enough, I don’t need any help making it more thin.
That’s all. Since I have nothing to post at this moment because I have photos to edit, and upload and edit and illustrations and labels to make, and reviews to write and swatches and and and. Halp. I shall leave you with a list of things I need to post! I’m sure I’ll forget some. But yeah.
I has a busy. Halp? Sascha goes home in the morning. It doesn’t seem like it’s been that long. I wish we could have done more, gotten more for him. I only got him one book. But between my health, doctor, chiropractor and now acupuncture visits, not enough money, hospital visits, etc, things just didn’t go the way I wanted them to. That’s okay. Next year we shall hopefully have money saved up, hopefully my health will be better(oh please dear universe, please), hopefully my mom will be doing better, hopefully things will just be better. I already miss him and he’s not gone yet. Poop. I keep telling myself it’ll be okay, but I already want to cry. I need to gather up his clothes clean the dirty ones and pack up his suitcase. Homemade tacos and strawberry cupcakes with strawberry puree as topping for dinner. Sascha’s request. Bleh. I’m already teary-eyed just typing this. HALP. It’ll only be a year, it’ll only be a year, then he’ll be home for the summer again, then only one more year and he’ll be home. Boy I love him.
So my mom ended up having a heart attack a few nights ago, right now I’m not even sure what night it was? She called me at about 4am and asked me to come down. I knew exactly why. She’d been having heart trouble for about 5 hours and hadn’t told me. I went down and ended up calling her friends to come take her to the hospital. It had been a long sore day and I took an extra gabapentin around 2am after I picked Kai up from work. So I wasn’t able to drive. They got there around 530am? They took her immediately to the hospital where they apparently thought her situation was very bad and transported her via ambulance to Providence in Portland. There she found out she had a blood clot in her heart and the left ventricle was severely damaged from the heart attack. They had her on oxygen and she was hooked up with a bajillion wires when we went to visit her. She seemed to be okay and doing better. They ended up keeping her until today. She refused the chest stint and dye test they wanted to do, so they put her on medications instead. I have to go pick up 5 for her tomorrow.
After my mom was checked out she had to stay in the hallway for almost 2 hours waiting for a wheel chair. Really? Are you serious? She flagged down 3 different people and finally the 3rd person went and brought her back a wheel chair so she could leave. Ugh. We waited so long outside the hospital I was afraid they were going to ask us to leave. Thankfully all worked out and she’s home now. The ride home exhausted her, so she’s still pretty done in and has been resting since she got home. Hopefully between the medications and care from her doctor things will be alright. Hopefully.
On a side note I found the most amazing shoes today and no they aren’t flip flops. I know it’s a shocker, I found shoes that aren’t uggs or flip flops. Shhhh. BUT THEY ARE AMAZING! And I need them, like really neeeed them. Behold! Going Batty Maryjane Flats! Aren’t they amazing! Who wants to loan me $35 plus shipping so I can get them?! Also on another note. Kai has decided we are somehow going to save up $1000 by Thanksgiving to go visit his family. Good luck to us. I’m not sure how or if we can successfully do it. But he really, really, really wants to. So that means things are going to be exceptionally way more tight around here. No buying frivalous things like rec specs sports goggles(I kid) or beautiful going batty maryjane flats! I r sad. I will find a way to get those shoes though! If it kills me! And it probably will, and its name will probably be Kai. 
For now, beautiful, beautiful shoes are on my amazon wishlist. I love you beautiful batty shoes!
Fumiko has been coming up with some good things this week!
And this week most of Sascha’s conversations can be summed up by saying Pokemon and Plants vs. Zombies. Also, NO you cannot breed two ditto’s and they will not make a super ditto. But in all seriousness I forgot how much Sascha talks. Kai gave him his DS since Sascha’s bit the dust recently. So he’s been playing his old Pokemon Pearl cartridge. Kai and I use to play Pokemon pretty religiously, but I haven’t played for a couple of years and with all my neurological issues I’ve completely forgotten how to play, or at least most of the features of the game. I’ve spent quite a bit of time on Psypoke’s Psydex looking up info for Sascha, breeding him pokemon, catching him pokemon, and trading him pokemon. Who knew I would be up to my ears in pokemon!
Kai took a week off of work so we could take the kids to the coast and to the aquarium and so he’d have a solid chunk of time to spend with Sascha before he goes home. So next week we shall be going to the coast! Hooray! It’ll be Fumiko’s first time to both, and hopefully a trip to the zoo as well. Neither Sascha or Fumiko have been to the zoo here. Fair warning, if all goes as planned and we do both I’ll probably be out of commission for at least a week after, and I probably won’t be on much the next few days so I can try to rest in advance. Oh, the joys of lyme. 
That is all except for does adapexin work or has anyone heard anything about it? I was asked about it earlier and I hadn’t ever heard of it. Informations please!
Also dinner has appeared to make me horribly sick tonight. Kai made fish and chips. It was his first time frying anything. He did a good job, the fish was tasty, the fries, not so much. Thank goodness for the Fry Baby though. I want another one!
. Mama to a son named Sascha, and a daughter named Fumiko. Do you have a favorite liner for your waterline?
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