Barely… Haha. It seems I am allergic to penicillin. At least that’s what we think. My dentist gave me some because I need to get a root canal and they thought there might be some infection. I’ve been horribly sick since I started taking it. I’m starting to feel better, but not by much. It seems to vary. Here’s to hoping I feel better soon.

My mom had a heart attack recently. She was in the hospital for a few days. She’s recovering. Slowly, but recovering. They found out that her heart is severely enlarged, and so thick they’re surprised she hasn’t had a stroke yet. This is where the “I told you so!” comes in. I’ve been telling her for a couple of years now to take better care of herself and take her supplements. I hope now she will.

Here comes the biggie.

We’ve decided to move to California. Yes that’s right. Us moving depends on several factors. Mostly a place to live. Since Kai has no credit and I have bad credit(Thanks Mom) we’re waiting/hoping his Grandfather will have a place we can rent. He currently doesn’t have anything available. But we’re hoping. We wanted to move this summer, for various reasons I won’t go into now. But I don’t think that will be possible. So we’re hoping for next summer. Kai also has to find out if he can transfer to a GNC in/near Vallejo. He wants to wait until we know we have a place to live though. He’s going to start looking at other jobs beforehand as well to try to have something lined up in case things with GNC don’t work out. We both think it would be better for us and our kids to be by Kai’s family. We want them to know what it’s like to grow up with a close family which I’ve never had. He tells me it’s great. Over all it’s gonna be a huge change. We’d just gotten used to living here. We were also hoping to use our tax return for the move, however it looks like we’ll be owing more than we get back. :/ We need to take our taxes into someone to see if we did something wrong.

Overall, we’re okay, minor bumps along the road right now, but we’re okay. We’re going to be taking Sascha out of the Portland Waldorf School. We just can’t afford to pay his tuition. It breaks my heart, even Kai is not happy about it. But there isn’t anything we can do. We just can’t afford it. We’ll put him in home schooling for a year longer if needed. Until we know he’s ready to go to a regular school. Then we’ll see what happens. Hopefully in the future we can afford to send him back to a Waldorf school. It’s been so amazing for him.

A side note, we had to take out coffee table out to the garage… A little f=Fumi-kitty jumped off of it… When Kai’s mom visited Fumiko discovered she could climb up on the couch. Well now she can climb up on anything. She’s fast too. Hai paranoia.

Anyways. I hope to start updating more frequently. Besides the fact that I need to start doing paid posts again I do miss blogging.

Heading to the birthing center now. Contractions are 2-5 minutes apart and lasting 50 seconds to 1 minute 12 seconds.

One day until my birthday… One day until my due date… I’m starting to have this sudden feeling of dejavu. I don’t wanna have another over due baby. Sascha was a month over due. He was a few ounces shy of 10 pounds. Wah! Tuesday, January 1st, is my due date/birthday. January 7th is Kai’s birthday. She better be out before his birthday! Every time I have a contraction I get excited and hope I’m finally going into labour. It’s incredibly disappointing when I don’t. I’m trying so hard to be patient, to just wait and let it happen, but my gosh it’s impossible not to think about it and hope.

I’m feeling better. My ear is much better. I’ve had a few pretty bad nose bleeds however. Which brings me to the realization that Sascha is incredibly crazy… and maybe a little morbid. I woke up from a nap today greeted by a lovely nosebleed. It was pretty bad. Sascha came into the front room shortly after it started bleeding. He started to ask me something about dinner then stops in mid sentence and says “Mommy… Is your nose bleeding?” and I respond with “Just a little bit…” he says “Neat! I’m gonna come watch, this is gonna be neat!” and I say “Oh yeah, SO neat…”. So it keeps bleeding, then stops but my nose hurts and it feels like something is stuck in my nose, so I blow my nose and this huge, incredibly gross blood clot/bloody mucous thing comes out. Sascha’s response? “Ew, that’s so kewl!” to which I told him he was morbid and sent him to his room to play. I wonder what he’s going to grow up to do. He’s a strange one.

Anyways. My ear is doing much better, it’s still tender but in no where near the amount of pain it was the other day. I have a hard time laying down though. My lungs feel heavy and full and it’s hard for me to breathe. My lungs have been congested for a few days, and I’ve been coughing up gunk, but they don’t hurt. The glands around my jaw and neck are incredibly tender and achy. I just feel kinda crappy in general. I’ve been taking lots of herbs and pretty much anything I can to get over this as soon as possible.

I have discovered Simply Apple! The yummiest apple juice on earth. Seriously. It’s made by the Simply Orange company. They have tasty orange juice as well. But the apple juice is so good. I have a terrible time buying apple juice because it always upsets my stomach, is too sweet and they usually give Kai a migraine. However the Simply Apple was super tasty, not too sweet, didn’t upset my stomach and didn’t bother Kai either. Even Sascha liked it. I now have an addiction to it. >_> They must put crack in it or something because I can’t get enough of it. My mom brought us a bottle the other day and it was gone in less than a day. I even diluted it a little with water just to make it last a little longer. It’s super yummy. I must have more!

The situation with Kai and his job is apparently over and solved? When Kai went back to work he found out that Brian had pissed a lot of employees off including other supervisors. He apparently went off on a lot of employees for no reason, which resulted in a few calls to HR, including Kai. The following day HR called and had a talk with him. He responded by bringing in all of his employees and apologizing to all of them. He told Kai he was never actually demoted and was still supervisor. When Kai went back to work though he was told that there was no supervisor anymore. So who knows. But he has his job back, he’s supervisor once again. Woo. Brian’s excuse was something about being stressed out with the holidays. So he took it out on his employees. That’s nice. As if NO ONE else was stressed. Hello Kai has been sick which means he doesn’t make money which means we have a hard time paying the bills we already have a hard time paying. So Brian decides to call Kai while he’s sick and stress us out more by telling him he’s demoted. Pffft. That makes sense. Oh well. At least it’s solved and everything is fine. For now anyways.

In conclusion I have only one thing to say. SOME ONE SAVE ME AND MAKE ME GO INTO LABOUR! PLEASE! Pretty Please? Oh and make me well. Hope everyone has a nice New Year!